Is Our Relationship Worth It?

My heart is making me see that everything is perfect, but there is one thing outside of our love that is causing problems. How do u love someone and know that at that moment no one can know the love you two share? We have to stay a secret in order to keep the rest of our lives in order.


We stay a secert for the reason we work together. To everyone at work we are just good friends. Its a little difficult to not show affection to him at work. I just want to be able to kiss him, hold his hand, be in his arms, and everything we do outside of work. When I'm dancing I tend to just stare at him. No one really knows who I'm looking at since im high on a dancing block. I can see him trying not to crack a smile back. We both have to keep the strength to not want to be all over each other. I also have to be careful not to talk about anything I did that day because he might have the same story.


I think our co-workers are starting to realize that him and I have a little more feelings then just friends for each other. We are being closely watched. It's even tougher now that we are on thin ice and about to fall in at any second. We cant help when our eyes lock and we get lost for a moment. Sometimes its hard to not smile and stare at him for a couple of moments. Its like I'm sitting in front of a banana split and I cant take a bite of the delicious ice cream with syrup, nuts, whip cream and cherries on top.


We can sit in traffic and not be angry or bored that we have been in the same place for over ten minutes. We sit in the car singing, dancing, and laughing till we are almost crying. Country, Hip-hop, House, Latin, and any type of music one can k of we are signing and dancing to. When we are together everything is so perfect. What we have is amazing and keeps us fighting for it regardless of the outside drama from work. I feel like I'm living two lives. At times when we fight I always ask myself, "Is our relationship worth it?" My answer is ALWAYS YES.